Today is a terrible day for me.. I woke up this morning sick with a fever and not being able to breathe or anything; Then at 11:30am [East coast time] my dog that I've had since I was 11/12 was put to sleep. He had cancer and he's in a better place now. It's still fresh in my mind and it's killing me; I'll have random times where I'll be okay and I won't be crying then I'll see something or be reminded of him and I just break down. I honestly am torn apart over this. I know nobody lives forever& Times like this makes you realize don't take the time for granted of the people you love unconditionally today they're here and tomorrow they could be gone.