I love this song and I think personally in my own opinion that Omarion is better then he's ever been of course there are people who are going to say other wise but *Kanye shrug* lol, watch the video below && let me know what you think. :)




No matter how bad a situation really seems just please keep a smile on your face and keep an open heart, you'll get through it just fine.. It will all pass & you'll be able to say "I made it through." your heart will be a little stronger and you're mind will be more understanding of what you need in your life.


"Take all of your so called problems, better put them in quotations."


Some people just don't realize what you've got until it's gone and I wanna say this past week && a half has taught me so many things about myself that I didn't know before. I was holding things in that had to be said and after I let them out. Everything is still the same.. No one's walked away from me and I still have everything I thought that I wouldn't. So I've learned to express myself way more and don't hold anything back. You never should. "Say what you need to say, Words left unspoken are words that break your faith and heart the most" I totally live by this quote now.


I'm so tired of the fact that I'm needing to put all of my social networks and aim screen name on private because people are so nosy. You are so ridiculous and you know who you are. Stop creeping around my Twitter timeline, my Twitpic account and making up stories to tell people that I apparently said when I don't talk to you! I don't care what kind of useless life you live so why are you so worried about me? You don't know me at all except for my twitter name. && I have people to back up all of this about you. You stay talking about me in your updates and I get messages day in and day out with MY followers telling me you stay talking about me. What is so important in my life that you have to know about every breath I take? NOTHING! You're such a creep and there's no reason for all of this. *cheers to you for clocking every move I make* I'm gonna let you rock for now; keep it up and you're gonna end up on blast. I leave you with this.

-Kay.




I'm not the type of person to throw someone under the bus so quick but lately people have just been rubbing me the wrong way! I seriously could do without the human race sometimes. I love my very few selected people that I surround myself with unconditionally but sometimes I just wanna be left alone! Then you have the people who stalk the hell out of your life and need to creep around see what you're doing; who you're talking too && getting in your business. If I wanted you to know I would have told you and you wouldn't have to be such a creep and call my phone all hours of the effing night from private numbers. I changed my number and fixed that issue. But seriously go away. =)

On another note I don't know what's going on with me as of lately and I'm so not having it. I've been up & down with my feelings/emotions and feeling totally worthless. Things are happening that I can't wait to change and make better for other decisions to come in the near future then you have the things that are holding you back. God needs to throw me just one good stone and let me do the rest. I know where I'm heading and where I wanna go I just have to make it happen first and I can definitely do that for myself.

Earlier I found a note that had a box attached to it and I so was wondering what it was.. It was a letter from my EX and the diamond necklace she bought me for my birthday. I seriously had flashbacks of everything that we went through. She's the reason it's so hard for me to trust the next person I end up being with. I need to open up and let people in, I need to take the risk of being in love, giving my all to someone that could really do the same for me. I need to stop thinking the worst in such situations when it's not even that big of a deal.

Anyways; This song at the bottom reminds me of someone really important to me && I don't think he really knows much he means to me.

Goodnight lovelies.